I am NOT scene.

OhHaii ;D





So, something that really bothers me... Happens to be stereotyping. It bothers me 'coz it happens to me alot, and others too. So i've decided to blog a little about it.





We've all probably been stereotyped at one point or more (probably more) in our lives. I know i have. I get called things like emo, scene kid, goth, etc. Just because you look a certain way, listen to a certain type of music, BOOM. People have to go and stereotype you.





A few examples;





If you wear bright colours, listen to bands like Brokencyde, Millionaires, Blood on the dancefloor, (I actually like them, soo) or shit like that, you're considered to be a scene kid.





If you wear all black, listen to my chemical romance, paramore, 30stm, you have hair that is black and covers one eye, you're considered emo.





If you wear trackies, listen to rap, bla bla bla, you're considered a chav.





To be really honest, stereotyping pisses me off so much. You really shouldn't judge a book by it's cover. Just coz someone dresses a certain way, or listens to a certain type of music, doesn't mean you have to be like "Yeah, whatta emo." or "Eww, chav. BRUUP." People have the right to be different without being tagged by others.





I mean, i had bright red hair, skinny jeans, purple and white hoodie, and i got people coming up to me and being like "OMG Jamie you're like, such a scene kid." Obviously, i yelled at them and told them to fuck off 'coz i hate being stereotyped xD But yeah. I'll dress the way i want. I'll have my hair how i want it. I'll listen to what i want. It doesn't make me a certain stereotype. It makes me Jamie. I'm myself and that's all i can and want to be. :)


Thanks for listening ;D

Buh byee :3

JamieInsanity

It's Jamie, Bitch.

Like Omggzz, It's been yonks since i've written a blog :') But hey guys ^^

So last time i wrote, I said I wasn't feeling too good. Well, i'm feeling alot better. I'm pretty happy to be honest. Of course, a few things have changed. I've lost a "best friend" if you will. I'm moving back to E.P to chill with the homies, awwh yeah. I've gotten alot closer with other people as well... Apparently Paramore are splitting up. Alright, let's talk about these subjects in more detail.

FIRSTLY. Paramore are NOT splitting up. I read in Kerrang that Hayley and the 2 remaining guys are looking for replacements for Josh And Zac. Therefore, STILL TOGETHER. So shut up with all this "Para-no-more." Yeah? Thanks. :)

As for the best friend thing? Yeah... Me and her had an argument just before new years i think? Basically she thought she knew what was best for me, and did something kinda drastic. I don't blame her to be honest, she wanted me to recover... But that really wasn't the way to do it. So the end of our argument was her telling me to commit suicide, which is always a good thing, ya know? Ahaha xD

And as for school... School... Brakenhale is just plain shit. The teachers basically have no idea how to control a class/teach at all... The students are basically gormy little bullshitters, sluts with buckets, and dirty little rat boys who think they're cool. Ah well, Back To E.P for me. I\ve missed a few people Like Jade, Emma, Jack, Jess, Helen, and all that. :')

Friendlings... I've gotten closer to a few people, whilst managing to drift apart from others. Some i care about, some (not so much.) But one Chick i've gotten really close too recently is a right Gorm. LOLJK.

Abigail 'Boom Boom' Powell; ;D

LOL Abi, sorry. Had to put that in there. But basically i just wanna quickly say that I love how close we are right now. Our little jokes do make me laugh :') Being with you just automatically lifts my mood. I just love nomming on cheese and dressing up like a dork with this chick. She's just amazing.

LavvChuuNerdGirl. <3

Right, that's all fo' nao.

I'ma try write one Tommorow.

PEACE OWWT <3

I Must Confess, I'm in love with my own sins.

Heyy again... I know I haven't done a new blog in a few months, but yeah.

Right. So right now, I'm not going through the best time at the moment. And i've been doing alot of thinking about my life, and who i want to be. I was thinking about changing myself, ya know, personality, my looks, the lot. I wanted to be an entirely new person. I asked around about what people thought about me; I got told a few things such as;

"You're an alright guy, but you can be a dick sometimes."

"You're a good friend, but a shit boyfriend."

"You're far too bitchy."

Stuff like that really. So yeah, i was reflecting on myself as a person, thinking about what i could do to improve myself, but then a thought suddenly popped into my head; "Why the fuck should i improve myself, just to please other people?" I mean, yeah. I'm not perfect. but then again, who is? Everyone has flaws about them. I'm gonna be myself. No matter what. Well, I would like to change a few things about my looks. But thats by choice... Oh, for those who didn't know, I bleached my hair around a week and a half ago, and dyed it pinky red. It was a fucking amazing colour. (There's a picture above.) But apparently it was an "outrageous" colour, according to my school. So they made me dye it a more acceptable colour. I'm sorry, but how does someones hair colour affect the way they learn? Bloody ridiculous. So i've decided, when i've left school, I'm getting snakebites, stretching my ear, and going fucking mental with my hair. :') It shouldn't matter what someone looks like, it's how they act and what sort of person they are that matters.

Also; Like i mentioned, I'm not going through a very good time at the mo. I'd like to thank one very special person. And that is the rather wonderful Dannielle Manchester. She's been a right babe :3 Looking after me, making sure i'm okay, trying to cheer me up, sticking up for me, and all that. Thank you so much. You have no idea how much it means to me. At least i know i can depend on you. :)

That's all for now, as my creative juices are somewhat running low (Hmm, Twistable!)

Peace out! <3

Tylerrrr ♥

Tyler Anne Marie Cockerell; You absolute Babe.

There's just so much i can say about you... Let's start off with the fact we've known eachother for 10 years, which is most've our lives. Wow. We sound so old. xD
We've had ups and downs, like any best friends. (Sorry about that bruise on your leg btw ahaha)
But we're still really close... Even though we don't see eachother much anymore :/
Awwh; our many crazy memories involve creating dance routines for hot n cold, telephone, being gangstas, (Lucresha xD) Going to Londis at around 10 or 11 at night and randomly having dance offs, and all that shiz.
Basically; you're one crazy ass bitch! But i gotta love you, right? You're just so much fuunn.
You were always there for me when i was down, which was really needed. Thank you for cheering me up and making me laugh with your weirdness. I miss you so much to be honest. i regret moving. I hope we always stay as close as we are now, and i hope you're always the same crazy hoe.
I LOVE YOU TYLER ANNE MARIE COCKERELL. ↨♥

'Cause you remind me of a time, when we were so alive.

Haii.
So I've been thinking about a certain subject alot recently; The past.

About how much i miss it. There are times i regret some of the decisions i've made. There are times when i wanna go back and do things differently. I sometimes replay certain scenarios in my head, but with different decisions. As I'm sure alot of people do.

An example of something i miss;

The picture here is of me and my ex boyfriend. I loved him alot... I kinda ruined the whole thing though, i took our relationship for granted. I often think. "what if?" I wasn't a total div. Maybe we'd have been together longer... Maybe my life would be a whole lot different now. Maybe not.

I never realised what he meant to me 'till he wasn't there anymore. I sure hope he doesn't read this. xD

Everything changes. People change. Places change. Nothing stays the same. It's just a fact some people need to accept. Just like i have.

But you know. Next time you're taking something for granted; Think.

You might not have this in the future. Cherish it while you can.

I know this has been a bit whiny, but you know.

If you can fix it, do it. If it's too late, look forward, and never look back.

This is something i've recently learned. I'm trying to follow that example you see. <3

That's all for now... :')

She made me do it ;)

Sooo. There's this total whorebag. Called Emma Cooley.

Haha; kidding. This is her. Rather sexual, am i right? :)

I've known her for quite a few years now. Met her in primary school; told her i fancied her in year 3, she ran away screaming... The usual for me really :P

But yeah. We've been through quite alot. Being enemies... Friends... dating.. Enemies again.. Friends... Ya know. We've had alot of arguments and stuff, but then again, don't most friends?

It's just a shame really tha I'll hardly ever see her, now i go to Brakenhale.

But yeah. Just wanna say, thanks for making me smile. Thanks for making me laugh. Thanks for brightening my day. It meant alot to me. I love you to bits if i'm honest. No matter how distant we get. :')

BoysBoysBoys.

Hello there bloggers and blog readers.

So I'm kinda gonna blog about something weird today; Boys.
Yes, i know that some people are in a happy relationships, but still.

So yesterday at k2 right, It wasn't exactly the most happiest night. Quite a few of my friends got upset. Guess why? Boys. One particular case was my friend, who i'm not gonna name. She was crying in a corner because of something that happened with her boyfriend. I don't know exactly what it was, but still, no guy should treat anyone like that.
So me, trying to comfort her, hugged her and said something along the lines of "Guys aren't worth it." I'm gonna be honest, I didn't believe what i was saying. Not one bit. I've cried over guys. I 've beaten myself up about them. I've thought to myself "What's the point?" As I'm sure many of you have. So i'm not the best person to give such hypocritical advice.

But Since last night, I've thought about it alot. And I'm starting to believe it. Just a little bit, but you've gotta start somewhere. I mean, think about it; Nothing lasts forever.

So next time you're upset because of a guy. Ask yourself a few things;
Is he really worth it?
I have amazing friends. Why waste my time beating myself up about one guy?
If he's just gonna hurt me, why should i set myself up to get hurt?

Anyway; Hope this has helped. Even if its just a tiny bit.
Byee <3