Tuesday 14 December 2010

I Must Confess, I'm in love with my own sins.




Heyy again... I know I haven't done a new blog in a few months, but yeah.




Right. So right now, I'm not going through the best time at the moment. And i've been doing alot of thinking about my life, and who i want to be. I was thinking about changing myself, ya know, personality, my looks, the lot. I wanted to be an entirely new person. I asked around about what people thought about me; I got told a few things such as;




"You're an alright guy, but you can be a dick sometimes."


"You're a good friend, but a shit boyfriend."


"You're far too bitchy."






Stuff like that really. So yeah, i was reflecting on myself as a person, thinking about what i could do to improve myself, but then a thought suddenly popped into my head; "Why the fuck should i improve myself, just to please other people?" I mean, yeah. I'm not perfect. but then again, who is? Everyone has flaws about them. I'm gonna be myself. No matter what. Well, I would like to change a few things about my looks. But thats by choice... Oh, for those who didn't know, I bleached my hair around a week and a half ago, and dyed it pinky red. It was a fucking amazing colour. (There's a picture above.) But apparently it was an "outrageous" colour, according to my school. So they made me dye it a more acceptable colour. I'm sorry, but how does someones hair colour affect the way they learn? Bloody ridiculous. So i've decided, when i've left school, I'm getting snakebites, stretching my ear, and going fucking mental with my hair. :') It shouldn't matter what someone looks like, it's how they act and what sort of person they are that matters.




Also; Like i mentioned, I'm not going through a very good time at the mo. I'd like to thank one very special person. And that is the rather wonderful Dannielle Manchester. She's been a right babe :3 Looking after me, making sure i'm okay, trying to cheer me up, sticking up for me, and all that. Thank you so much. You have no idea how much it means to me. At least i know i can depend on you. :)




That's all for now, as my creative juices are somewhat running low (Hmm, Twistable!)




Peace out! <3