I Must Confess, I'm in love with my own sins.

Heyy again... I know I haven't done a new blog in a few months, but yeah.

Right. So right now, I'm not going through the best time at the moment. And i've been doing alot of thinking about my life, and who i want to be. I was thinking about changing myself, ya know, personality, my looks, the lot. I wanted to be an entirely new person. I asked around about what people thought about me; I got told a few things such as;

"You're an alright guy, but you can be a dick sometimes."

"You're a good friend, but a shit boyfriend."

"You're far too bitchy."

Stuff like that really. So yeah, i was reflecting on myself as a person, thinking about what i could do to improve myself, but then a thought suddenly popped into my head; "Why the fuck should i improve myself, just to please other people?" I mean, yeah. I'm not perfect. but then again, who is? Everyone has flaws about them. I'm gonna be myself. No matter what. Well, I would like to change a few things about my looks. But thats by choice... Oh, for those who didn't know, I bleached my hair around a week and a half ago, and dyed it pinky red. It was a fucking amazing colour. (There's a picture above.) But apparently it was an "outrageous" colour, according to my school. So they made me dye it a more acceptable colour. I'm sorry, but how does someones hair colour affect the way they learn? Bloody ridiculous. So i've decided, when i've left school, I'm getting snakebites, stretching my ear, and going fucking mental with my hair. :') It shouldn't matter what someone looks like, it's how they act and what sort of person they are that matters.

Also; Like i mentioned, I'm not going through a very good time at the mo. I'd like to thank one very special person. And that is the rather wonderful Dannielle Manchester. She's been a right babe :3 Looking after me, making sure i'm okay, trying to cheer me up, sticking up for me, and all that. Thank you so much. You have no idea how much it means to me. At least i know i can depend on you. :)

That's all for now, as my creative juices are somewhat running low (Hmm, Twistable!)

Peace out! <3

Tylerrrr ♥

Tyler Anne Marie Cockerell; You absolute Babe.

There's just so much i can say about you... Let's start off with the fact we've known eachother for 10 years, which is most've our lives. Wow. We sound so old. xD
We've had ups and downs, like any best friends. (Sorry about that bruise on your leg btw ahaha)
But we're still really close... Even though we don't see eachother much anymore :/
Awwh; our many crazy memories involve creating dance routines for hot n cold, telephone, being gangstas, (Lucresha xD) Going to Londis at around 10 or 11 at night and randomly having dance offs, and all that shiz.
Basically; you're one crazy ass bitch! But i gotta love you, right? You're just so much fuunn.
You were always there for me when i was down, which was really needed. Thank you for cheering me up and making me laugh with your weirdness. I miss you so much to be honest. i regret moving. I hope we always stay as close as we are now, and i hope you're always the same crazy hoe.
I LOVE YOU TYLER ANNE MARIE COCKERELL. ↨♥

'Cause you remind me of a time, when we were so alive.

Haii.
So I've been thinking about a certain subject alot recently; The past.

About how much i miss it. There are times i regret some of the decisions i've made. There are times when i wanna go back and do things differently. I sometimes replay certain scenarios in my head, but with different decisions. As I'm sure alot of people do.

An example of something i miss;

The picture here is of me and my ex boyfriend. I loved him alot... I kinda ruined the whole thing though, i took our relationship for granted. I often think. "what if?" I wasn't a total div. Maybe we'd have been together longer... Maybe my life would be a whole lot different now. Maybe not.

I never realised what he meant to me 'till he wasn't there anymore. I sure hope he doesn't read this. xD

Everything changes. People change. Places change. Nothing stays the same. It's just a fact some people need to accept. Just like i have.

But you know. Next time you're taking something for granted; Think.

You might not have this in the future. Cherish it while you can.

I know this has been a bit whiny, but you know.

If you can fix it, do it. If it's too late, look forward, and never look back.

This is something i've recently learned. I'm trying to follow that example you see. <3

That's all for now... :')

She made me do it ;)

Sooo. There's this total whorebag. Called Emma Cooley.

Haha; kidding. This is her. Rather sexual, am i right? :)

I've known her for quite a few years now. Met her in primary school; told her i fancied her in year 3, she ran away screaming... The usual for me really :P

But yeah. We've been through quite alot. Being enemies... Friends... dating.. Enemies again.. Friends... Ya know. We've had alot of arguments and stuff, but then again, don't most friends?

It's just a shame really tha I'll hardly ever see her, now i go to Brakenhale.

But yeah. Just wanna say, thanks for making me smile. Thanks for making me laugh. Thanks for brightening my day. It meant alot to me. I love you to bits if i'm honest. No matter how distant we get. :')

BoysBoysBoys.

Hello there bloggers and blog readers.

So I'm kinda gonna blog about something weird today; Boys.
Yes, i know that some people are in a happy relationships, but still.

So yesterday at k2 right, It wasn't exactly the most happiest night. Quite a few of my friends got upset. Guess why? Boys. One particular case was my friend, who i'm not gonna name. She was crying in a corner because of something that happened with her boyfriend. I don't know exactly what it was, but still, no guy should treat anyone like that.
So me, trying to comfort her, hugged her and said something along the lines of "Guys aren't worth it." I'm gonna be honest, I didn't believe what i was saying. Not one bit. I've cried over guys. I 've beaten myself up about them. I've thought to myself "What's the point?" As I'm sure many of you have. So i'm not the best person to give such hypocritical advice.

But Since last night, I've thought about it alot. And I'm starting to believe it. Just a little bit, but you've gotta start somewhere. I mean, think about it; Nothing lasts forever.

So next time you're upset because of a guy. Ask yourself a few things;
Is he really worth it?
I have amazing friends. Why waste my time beating myself up about one guy?
If he's just gonna hurt me, why should i set myself up to get hurt?

Anyway; Hope this has helped. Even if its just a tiny bit.
Byee <3

The best ones.

I know i updated this a few minutes ago, but ahh well :') To make up for the one I didn't do yesterday ;)

This is just a thing to dedicate to my friends that haven't been total backstabbers or anything. xD


Kaylie Smith; You've been a total babe. We've been bestest friends for over a year now. Long time right? We've had arguments and everything, but we're still just as strong as ever. I CAN'T SEE FLO! LOL. <3

Haylee Dicker; We haven't known eachother as long as some people have, but I'd say we're very close. We always have such fun times when we're together. such as fat ginger downy babies rolling down hills, fail cake, and other good times. You really do brighten my day :) <3

Jess Deacon; Twinneh! :) We're so alike. In more ways then one. I know i can always come to you about stuff. i hope you feel the same way. We're both going through a hard time at the moment, all we can do is be there for eachother and hope for the best :) <3

Tidge ;); Ahh, you actually make me pee my pants xD No jokes, you're one of the funniest chicks i know. You seriously know how to make a person laugh :L We've only just started getting closer, but you know. "Why's he smoking, he's like 4?" Hahahaha xD <3

Jade Masters; Wifey for Lifeeyy :) LOL JK YOU ABUSIVE BITCH. Kidding :) I do love our little bitching sessions. And the fact that you and Steph drew all over my planner. Whore. :) I love you anyways; you babe you ;) <3

That's all for now. Just 'cause you're not on here doesn't mean i don't love you. Just means i couldn't be bothered to put you on. Byee till tommorow foo's ^^ <3

Pathetic Much?

Hey again guys.
So in the last post, i write about what i like and dislike, am i right? Well, one of the things i put on there was bullshitters. There seems to be alot of them around nowadays. Especially in Brakenhale.

So ya know, alot of rumours have already been spread. Ones i'd rather not post up here to be honest... And i kinda ignored most've them. But my friend Jade told me about one that was made up today, apparently i did anal with a friend of mine or something?
My question is, who actually has such a boring life, that they have to try ruin somebody elses? I mean, it really is pathetic. It really makes you look like a pathetic nob spreading things like that around. What exactly does it accomplish? Seriously, I'd really like to know. How would you like it if i went around and spread things around about you? Exactly my point. basically; grow up, and get a life. Kay? :)

Wow; fail kid.

For those who don't know me; i'm jamie.
I kinda wanted to start this so i could have rants and what not, ya know, the shiz.

The Likes and dislikes;

Likes;
Friends.
Music.
Facebook.
Hello kitty.
Memories.

Dislikes;
Bullshitters. If you have to make up rumours, you clearly need to get a life. Kay?
Control freaks. Duhh.
People who can't say things to peoples faces.
You know, shit like that.

Just to get those things cleared up really. :')
I'll write more tommorow :')
See ya.